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2013-2025
Ever since I was a child I had been both blessed and cursed with dreams and visions. Sometimes they were of liminal spaces that I can remember to this day, other times they were messages or warning. Sometimes more disturbing than others. I would have dreams of for example:
-walking around a city at night with these creatures that looked like dolls but had x marks in their eyes and mouth and they just stayed there, tilting their head and staring
-(I was around 4-5 at the time)at one point I had a very disturbing dream of watching my mother getting hit and throw across the street by a car. It deeply affected me and is one of the reasons I have a deep fear of car crashes or even seeing a car that resembled the one in the dream. I mean, imagine being a child who’s basically a toddler and watching your mother get hit by a car, bleeding out in the street, and saying her last words to you while you’re bawling your eyes out. So far my mother is alive but ever since I told her about that dream she’s always been more careful in the road.
-there was a girl that always appeared in my dreams since I was maybe 6 or 7. She had dark hair, pale face, and eyes that could get from just normal red to like demon red. She would appear at random moments in a dream and maybe disappear for like half a year and then come back and then disappear and so on. In the dreams she was always taunting, chasing, and scaring me. The last time I saw her was during a sleep paralysis dream that led to a very realistic dream. She was in the hallway of my room and the moment she opened the door and looked at me, the whole room started warping and turning a dark tint of red. I remember her smile. And how her hands wrapped around my neck and how she whispered “…shhh……no one needs to hear you scream…” or something like that. She then took me some place that looked like some old stone school or something. I remember a huge library and then I managed to escape through some gates and then sun came out and it started raining. It seemed the rain hurt her because she stopped chasing me. I remember one specific line that she said before the dream ended “….youve grown up…….that wasn’t supposed to happen…” I haven’t seen her since. I’ve been in places similar to that one in the dream but I haven’t seen her again. Could she have been a demon trying to steal my soul? Around that time I had gotten more connected to my religion so possibly.
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Twisted Memories